My personal "work" has been to guide people, at least this is how I came to be known on the island over the last few years; for my moon guidance and then also with my Goddess Soul Readings. So when I started to make a turn into group events, it felt to me, to be a necessary & natural expansion of the wisdom that comes through my 1 to 1 readings. I have received so so so many insights and deep teachings when I act as a vessel, or Oracle as I could be labelled, & so I felt guided & indeed ready to impart or to extract the essence of this wisdom as a feeling or message and to bring it to more people at once into events and to do so over the Winter to bring a balance to my life and the lives of others.
So first & foremost, what was the message or essence that I felt so compelled to share?
I would say that the overall and most singular statement I could give as an answer to this question is that I have experienced that "There is a key to finding a deep connection to ourselves & to a divine guidance within us, which not only knows what is best for us but that will actually bring that situation into reality. The key to this possibility though is so easily missed in our busy go go go lives. The key is to be found in a state of being and points towards us learning to let go & to receive and to allow this reconnection to take place."
Yes! We just allow it come come through us and we are miraculously reconnected to the divine. So the state of being was the feeling/message I wanted to share! I wanted to help more people LET GO and receive so that they could return to their natural divine selves!!!
It sounds easy and obviously is, in theory but to allow life to flow through us like this can be quite some journey as we are not trained to be this apparently vulnerable or passive in Western culture. We are invited though now to return to who we are and to do so, we have to let go of our in built childhood and ancestral fears and defenses and return to receptivity, albeit now a mature receptivity, born from experience and wisdom and not a childish, naive passivity.
As babies & children we of course have this connection still in place, we are still seamlessly connected to our natural selves, in our natural state but for the vast majority of us, that connection will be interrupted in one way or another as we grow and interact with other humans with their own "disconnections" causing us to be dislodged from ours. Fear is passed on, fear & control and then the experience of self doubt occurs and we switch into a reactive, isolated being which is, to varying degrees, disconnected from that divine home & the inner answers to all questions.
We let go of magic as if it were just in our imagination and we start to become adults in a "normal world."
This in itself is a vast topic and not one I can enter deeply here. Suffice to say though, that healing this split from our natural, magical selves and therefore our natural, divine state is the pathway and I feel born to work in this field & to bring simple solutions to this often complex and illusive arena, the arena of healing, of spirituality and of learning to be at one once more. Letting go of our protection and learning to relax into ourselves.
The information within
My work is particularly and generally ethereal and non-physical. When I give a reading, I have to be receptive because I am receiving information inside of me. I liken it to having a kind of magical water well inside me and as I, or someone else, asks this well questions, it forms answers in feelings, words and images. I also use the metaphor of Google. When asked, Google, at almost unbelievable speed, gathers the answers most matching our request. In the UK we had something called "Oracle" on our televisions and this also gave us a source for much instant information so I, as an Oracle or Google, am a portal for information for myself & others. I have become receptive enough and trusting enough for this to happen within me.
I can´t say that I can be sure that everyone has this calling to guide others but I do know that the information IS inside each of us because it is from there that we came and it is who we are. We are the natural divine essence of the Universe. We truly are that miraculous and beautiful. And all this lies within us when we listen, let go and relax.
Bringing this magic, this essence and this feeling into the physical world truly feels like my calling and I will do anything to make it possible and I feel I always will :-)
BRINGING THE NON-PHYSICAL INTO THE PHYSICAL
The Events...... held in The Moroccan Hammam - simply stunning and sacred
Bringing the essence of this wisdom into an event and into a building came extremely naturally to me. This is when we know something is our nature, by how easy it feels and how easy it flows. Around 4 years previously I had met the owner of a country hotel in Ibiza and he had invited me to an opening party of his Hammam, A traditional Moroccan steam bath and, as soon as I entered it I was in love and I said out loud that I would love to give women´s events there so, years later and when I was finally ready, it was this Hammam, which became the vessel through which I would channel my message.
The Hammam became my physical manifestation and example of what I was saying in my readings, that we need to let go and create a space for ourselves in which that can happen! I call it "A sacred space away from everyday life" And this is of course ultimately, our space within but can be opened and felt, by creating that sacred space outside of our bodies. A space which is safe, held, gentle, nurturing and there for our greater good - a true reflection of how the Universe wants to hold us once more.
The Hammam became that space as I created Monthly relaxation gatherings for women and they quickly became a favorite for many women seeking winter relaxation on the island, after the craziness of the summer! It gave me both a channel for my work, a winter income and a space for myself and a growing team to relax also!!!
There were facials, massages, holistic treatments, we all brought breakfast to share,
we talked, we shared, we let go.
It was a win, win, win situation..... I learnt so much, grew so much, enjoyed so much and ended the events at the end of June with a loose plan to re-start again in September. I am now in the void of that time/space and into my summer work of giving readings again. More learning, more growing, more wisdom coming through.
How will The Hammam re-emerge this Autumn/Winter? Will it re-emerge this Autumn/Winter? Watch this space. Nothing stays the same if we remain open and vulnerable and I am now waiting to receive my next step. Letting go to my inner guidance which tells me to be in the now and be patient.
So...........Watch this space! More to come
And remember... all we need do is create ourselves a sacred space away from everyday life. We can do this in 5 minutes, for 5 minutes!!! We can close our eyes at our desk, switch off for 60 seconds, we can take a walk for 10 minutes, book ourselves a day off. It can be as simple as this. Time and space to feel, to let go and to reconnect with our inner divine nature which holds all of our answers.
Part 3 is coming soon...............................