Let´s face it……
Welcome to my new blog called LET´S FACE IT!"!
A few friends have asked me to create this so here it is!!! A space for me to share my journey of facing the light, facing myself, facing huge change and how all of it is up to me to face & no-one else!!
Oh and facing going to L.A. after not leaving Ibiza for nearly 7 years!!!
As I share my own journey, I trust that some of it will also resonate with you and support you in your process, wherever you are along your own road of change and facing yourself.
A new life, a new doorway and a new, rejuvenated self awaits us when we are prepared to face it!
So let´s face it!!!!
For many years I "thought" I was ready for this change which is happening now but, in fact I was not ready, nowhere near ready in fact!!! What I really needed was to heal, to take time out to rest and to renew and to clear my head and body AND mind of my past but in this modern day life, time is a luxury and so I kept going, trying to change, trying to create the new and ultimately I just kept feeling exhausted. I kept going though until I couldn't go on anymore.
Burn out! It happens to the strongest usually. The ones who don´t want to give up and don´t know how to receive. I didnt want to give up because I felt my vision was too important!!! It was so needed, it was sooooo beautiful. My vision to create "a sacred space away from everyday life" for other people was all I could think about, all I could talk about and it kept me going through my darkest times!!!!!!! Funny though wasn´t it, that it took I would say about 5 years for me to get that it was me who needed a sacred space too :-) ???
Slowly, slowly I was able to understand that which I most wanted to give was that which I most needed myself. Strange to believe that this was and IS the hardest part! Facing myself. Facing my own pain and not purely that of others. Learning to receive support, to be loved, to love myself and to give myself what I need.
Everyday now I allow myself space, I allow myself time. It is still not easy but I do it because I know it is the key to change. I know it is the key to opening up miracles into my life, support in my life, love in my life and creativity too. And that my friends is what I was most scared of!!!
Most of my work with others (translate this to me too!) is in helping people (me) seeing that what we want and dont seem to be able to get, is that which we are most scared of and therefore that which they are blocking themselves from RECEIVING.
It´s a tough one to face. It´s a hard one to get your head around!!! but let´s face it, it´s true! How many friends do you hear complaining about the same thing over and over again, perhaps a partner or job situation and yet, they won't do anything to change it, they simply blame it for making them feel so bad but dont know how to let it go!
BIG FAT KEY!!! They already feel like this inside, regardless of the situation and are KEEPING their life that way so that they can continue to feel how they know to feel!
My blog will help to unlock this wisdom, this teaching. As you watch me face myself and my own fears & pain, I trust that it may, just maybe, help you see where you block yourself too! And how you hold into your own pain.
Life is a miracle and it is not what we think! LIfe wants us to have everything which is good for us!
Our role? In opening up and healing the wounds which made up close in the first place, so that as an adult we can transform and receive and be re-born!
We are not a limited being. We are a huge potential ball of divine energy and all we need do is drop our story, say thank you for the lessons we needed to learn from it! We learn to not resist, judge, fight, blame, protect and defend and then….. as if by magic……. our life opens in a new, MIRACULOUS and beautiful way.
As we let go, we start to flow!
For most of my life I hated me. I felt that this life was not for me and I started to say that when I was only about 8 years old :-( I felt that whatever I wanted would ultimately be taken from me so what was the point?
Taking off this dirty skin has been horrifically painful. This skin of guilt and shame and self hate was who I thought I was and, subconsciously I have fought tooth and nail to keep that me alive!!!! Even though it hurt so much.
Stepping beyond "that" Julie is what this blog is all about and how incredibly difficult it is to believe that we hide from our light!!!!
So, I am facing it and I look forwards to sharing my journey from caterpillar, into Cocoon into Butterfly with you!
I look forwards to flying with you, releasing with you and facing the light with you.
We are loved and cherished and guided and any other story must now be placed in the recycle bin as we await a newer version!
Thank you for being here. Your participation fuels my courage and will to continue. My inner guidance is now super strong and with it I feel invincible. I am blessed to be here now on Planet Earth at this incredible time.
With all my love and appreciation
Jules Alice Gibbons
Founder of Goddessa Ibiza
"Enjoy a sacred space away from everyday life."